Hi green!
I'm so glad you found us and posted. I'm sorry you are going through such a difficult time with your health and in life right now. But I can tell you that God did not forget you, he lead you here
My 24yr old daughter also has PCOS. It is not as extreme as your case, but, she still has her difficulties with it as you do. Feel free to pm me anytime if you would like to.
You will find some very caring individuals here. Like jinny said, no one will judge you. We support each other through thick and thin
I hope you keep posting....I look forward to seeing you around the forums or in chat sometime! Take good care of yourself.
Hugssssssss
J