Maybe it's just me but when I hear certain music or achieve certain things (vacuumed the apartment) I get a high.

Anyone else get them? I don't do or ever have done drugs, btw.

I've pushed away every friend I used to have, now I have nothing to do for example this memorial day extended weekend. It's boring and I'm getting kinda suicidal. But I can fight it.

Anyone else push their friends away because of schizophrenic paranoia?