So you see, I was looking through my old social studies papers and I found this one that really bothers me.... It was titled: government is good. It bothered me because I am beginning to believe that the gov't wants to kill me (I think that everyone else thinks it's a delusion) I feel really suspicious and paranoid in public now. So can I have some help and support with this, and some tips to be willing to go to go to school next year?(maybe they are trying to brainwash us all with the middle school curriculum 0_o)

NOTE: I will be seeing a doc in a week but for the meantime I would like to know how to cope with this