indeed are BP okay then, I'm just out of it right now. BP nurse, ~Christina, and anyone else - how long have I been " off"?

manic episode I don't like the sound of that. If it is its a semi weird one.

we all care so please talk to your Pdoc or T I'm still mad at them for not calling me back. You guys are kinda making me worried they'll want me to be in the hospital. Plus I see t the 2nd and pdoc the 5th. I don't have time for the hospital anyway.

I'm trying to keep just one thread so its easier for me to follow and others.

Last time I was in pdoc office was the only time he mentioned an AP at all. I said no then started to take it anyway. Then i gained 4lbs and stopped. T has to deal with me and all my moods. I've been okay with APS for a while, I forget why but I vaguely remember you BP nurse convincing me. However even when it comes up in therapy I look like a deer in head lights, freeze and shut down.

I leaves to go home in a little then I'm off to fl. So