I went to the er and they would not give me any Ativan. My hands are shaking, I have a terrible headache and I feel really anxious. My sister gave me a couple of her Xanax and that helped a little but I didn't want to take too many because she needs her pills too. I called the administrator of the nursing home where I work and told her about the theft. She was very upset but she said no to drug testing my co workers. I think she said that because if one of them tested + she would have to dismiss them and we are real shorthanded right now. She didn't want me to call the police either. I have to work a double shift sunday 3-11, 11-7 and Im really worried about keeping myself together enough to do my job. I know my pdoc will give me a new prescription Tuesday but in the meantime I'm miserable.