I feel like the group of friends I hang out with dint really think of me as an actual friend or something. I am confused. Every time we are in a group setting, I can't seem to get a word in during conversations or I will be halfway through my sentence when someone will interrupt me out of the blue either about the same thing or something completely different and will act like I was never talking at all. Also sometimes if I make a joke I am told to stop it and never say that again or not say that at a specific time but then someone else will say the exact same thing or joke, perhaps a minute later or two, and everyone bursts out laughing. It's as if I'm not allowed to say something or joke around but they can. Makes me wonder if they secretly don't like me as a friend or something or at least not as much of a friend as they do towards each other. We all met around the same time but I feel like they still really don't feel that close to me for some reason, they just don't come out and say it. Also in the past I have been treated like I don't exist when we are hanging out and also get ignored. Feel like they are secretly trying to tell me something. They seem fine with me one-on-one and they don't interrupt as much when it's just me and one other person so I'm thinking they only like talking to me alone and not in a group for some reason. :/