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Originally Posted by icinggurl
I find going to bed at night terrifying and I don't even know what I'm scared of. Its not like I have lots of nightmares. I just can't figure out how to deal/cope with this problem, because everybody has to sleep. Anyone else deal with this?
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I have a very difficult time going to bed because when my BP gets out of control I literally lose myself. I become this person I don't know and my behaviour can be outrageous, well in my eyes anyway and that's when the suicide attempts start. I don't want to go to sleep at night because I'm afraid I'll wake up and I won't be there
