hi froggie,
im so sorry you re in so much pain at the moment and that your family is the cause of it. i dont think anything is as painful as rejection by those who are supposed to keep us safe. often people simply dont have the courage to face up to their own truths though so they turn away when someone presents it to them. it is their issue and not yours. as you say you have many people who love you and want to in their lives. try to accept that love and let your family deal with their own demons and cowardice.
good luck to you and be gentle with yourself
biiv