A friend of mine passed away two and half years ago. The Friday was her birthday. I am thinking about her and how unjust life is. You had a child to live for and I can't. You wanted to live and all I want is disappear. I would like to change my life for yours. You were all the strong that I am not. You were the beautiful person I will never be. Missing you a lot. Sad for the time I didn't spend with you. Guilty for stay alive while you're not.