fuzzy, I so know how you feel in this respect. I feel so stupid when I start talking in T about problems I experience online *blush*. The only hope I have is that as I move on in becoming secure in my today, my addictions or behaviours will modify themselves.

When I try to stay away from anywhere before I'm ready, I find it like hitting myself over the head. Whats the saying "That which we resist, persists" that is so true.

Actually having said this, I am down now to only posting on this site. My other sites that I have been a member of for so much longer than here (4yrs) I have now moved away from.

Its catching ourselves just before we go to do the action of going online and asking ourselfs, do I need to read/post/check right this moment? Sometimes I can say "no" then move onto something else.