But if you don't have a therapist already it takes a month+ to get started. So, if you're feeling suicidal, I think you should call someone at a clinic, your own doctor, or a telephone hotline. I don't know the size of your town, but mid or large cities have many resources. If you decided to go to the emergency room, that would tie you up maybe a week, in case you have pets or kids. Not trying to scare you, but just to help you get some plans without waiting too long.