Pinksoil!!!!!
I'm so sorry to hear what a rotten week you've had. Buying a house sounds super-stressful. It's no wonder you're anxious. If for no other reason, you need the therapist to talk about the whole buying anxiety! But you need him to help you with all the anxiety and everything. And don't fret about getting better and terminating. You don't have to terminate as long as it's helpful! I may never terminate. :-) Even if I get insanely healthy and become the living picture of therapeutic benefits (<- unlikely).
I whine too, even in therapy. Don't worry about it. Please don't hurt yourself!!! Just come on here and talk to us instead. And it won't be much longer before you can talk to the therapist again. I'll help you count down the days....
Sidony