Hey everyone. Well I went to the doctor and I was brutally honest. He gave me two choices. I go on meds or he admits me to hospital. I did not chose either. So he is phoning my psyciatrist. He is calling me this afternoon. I told him how bad my eating problem is and I thought he was going to fall off his chair. Poor guy. But he was so sweet and understanding. He knew that I was struggling; but I wouldnt talk. So I let loose and explained how I feel. So we will see what comes this afternoon. I will keep you all informed.
Thanks everyone. You are all wonderful. Oh and thank you for the compliments on my writing; it felt good to hear.
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