Decided to put this under anxiety because as of right now this is mainly what I'm dealing with. Long story short, I went out last night, got pepper sprayed, and my phone was stolen ( in front of the cops). Im upset over my phone being stolen and fear that I may have accidentally called my boss of my new job. Only reason why I have this fear because it happened by accident earlier that day at work. I feel like either a cop, or an employee at the club stole my phone thinking that I had something incriminating on it. There was no reason for me to be sprayed as aggressively as I was.

However, at the end of the day I'm more concerned about my new job finding out about this. I'm NOT A CRIMINAL! Ive never had anything like this happen to me in life! I should of just listened to my gut. Ihad bad vibes about going there since I purchased my ticket. I hope I didnt just ruin my life. I'm a good employee, I dont deserve this. Ive been drinking vodka straight all day trying to cope because I ran out of my Xanax. I just don't want to lose my job. I'm not that person. I'm a good person. If I did anything to deserve that treatment I would apologize for my actions, but I did NOTHING bad enough to be treated like that!