Feeling trapped certainly plays on depression symptoms. In the worst way, too.
I like the suggestion, to speak up, state that you are doing the best you can under the current circumstances and would appreciate any feedback or solutions. State you don't want to come accross insubordinate, like the direction they are taking (lie with smile on your face there), and want to be a team player.

How are the job leads coming? Don't quit, without a new job in writing. Take internal power back, knowing they'd have to fire you and unemployment is your cushion.

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