I've never fit in any group, any age, any situation. I have trademarked the "outsider" persona and am known by it. I do have a few friends and we communicate usually by texting & email because I don't like talking on the phone. It is what it is. I imagine if you could change it you would so now you will have to figure out how to live in a world that doesn't understand. I wish you luck. Warm m thoughts to you