I decided that I'm not going to try to kill myself by overdosing on any kind of pills anymore. There's no point in doing it I just end up vomiting bile for the next 24-48hrs and there's still the same problems and I'm still alive and still in the same amount of pain, except I'm traumatized yet again from suicidal ideation since age 9
And my first overdose attempt was at 11. I wish it would have worked back then. Nobody even knew what was wrong with me. I stayed home from
School with a "stomach bug".
Why the hell didn't it work then? Why do I constantly have to be in some form of emotion/physical pain.

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