I've noticed that I'm a bit flat on this combination of meds, but I also have my head on completely straight for the first time in years and life makes sense to me now. It took a long time to get to this place, and to give it up for a taste of hypomania would be.....well.....insane.

Still, I do miss my hypomania and can't help wishing for a little burst of it, just once.....nothing TOO crazy, like I can get with full-on mania, I only want the energy and the boundless optimism.