Hi sister rags,
you may very well be right. Everything is all jumbled right now...in general I'm unsure whether I'm experiencing symptoms of anxiety, OCD, bipolar or if this is just my personality (not that these are separate entities), and in the face of this tragedy it is even more confusing. Then again, it is also seems so so insignificant comparatively...I'm totally with you - the feeling of helplessness is awful. I really appreciate your comments as well.