Hi, pkey, and welcome to Psych Central!

First of all, no, you are not required to post on your own threads. However, if someone asks a question, then it would be helpful to respond.

I used to be afraid of myself when I had a lot of rage that would get out of hand. I didn't worry that my good side would crumble, but I was concerned that the "bad rage" inside would get out of hand at places such as work.