I am so sorry you are having these feelings. I do know that when it comes to health, being and thinking positive has a lot to do with the out come.It sounds like you are on the right track with eating right and exercise, just got to get that stress a bit under control. Why do you think people will disown you if you have a medical condition? I hope for the best for you and sending positive thoughts your way.(((((((indigo1015))))))))