Why do i bother to try. Why try. People around me are gnawing at my nerve ends. It used to only be my family but now it's at work as well. Makes me wonder whether the problem is me and not them. I don't want to continue. No use. I just want to curl up and disapear. Why can't i get it straight, how to not be here any longer. I hate that i can't find a cause to all this. Another day another rant.