..it's all about me it was not all about me....

my sister is not mentally ill...

she gets sick and everyone comes running from everywhere...

...and I get sick and only one person arrives....

this has annoyed me...

..mentall illness is so mis-understood...

if you aint bleeding or suddenly needing surgery...

then I am misunderstood...

this has only become sad for me because I have been so many times near death....almost death and completely death...

and I coped with this alone...

I guess the helpless get the advantage...

very poor excuse...

especially when being damaged is considered dangerous