...I love ...

it's not like I don't!!...

hell that harsh!....to consider I don't...

I just mis understand things...

my illness thrives on the opposites....

I hate me before I like you....

my attempts to be normal fry my brain....

so... perhaps anybody nearby can run for their lives!!

...I would and I have tried...

and I arrived at my ridiculousness...

with just enough room to consider others...

but they are busy being perfect!....

and it's hard to run when my feet are tripping!....

...when these considerations are too much...

I fall away and breath as best I can