Bad night. Just had dream about my sister who hates and don't want me in her life. I miss her a lot. I miss my family a lot! I'm being punished for my behavior. I'm being punished for being depressed and unhappy. I'm being punished! People tell me to forget about them that they are cruel and they don't believe family would do this. I can't take this. I'm not a bad person. People tell me how kind I am and how nice I am. I miss my family. I am so alone without them.