I am back from my holiday and had a great time.I feel pretty positive at the moment .still struggleing with the overeating side of things but I feel the anorexia is almost melting away.I feel like I am walking out of a prison I have been in for 15 years.I feel freer.Ate out every day on holiday ,no calorific controls ,didnt even gain weight ,the mind boggles.I think I can eat anything -whatever I want (not binge though) but watch this space ,I probably will gain tonnes .I hope I am not counting chickens before they hatch but I do feel really different.I dont wanna be a prisoner anymore.I wanna break free and fly
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