secretwhisper, I know what you mean. My weekend was filled with being with other people (my husband, and my brother and his family, and today my aunt) and now I'm back home alone again. My husband is gone fishing until I don't know what time. As I was driving back home, I was dreading arriving here. It's so lonely and boring. I hate it. Hope your feeling of dread goes away. ((( secretwhisper )))