Well, today I drove to my hometown and went to church with my aunt, visited for a while and had lunch with her. Got home a little bit ago, watered the outdoor plants and did a load of laundry. Now this depressive phase is more obvious as I'm home alone while my husband is gone fishing. I hate the loneliness so much. Why can't I be alone without being so lonely??? I'm not normally like this when I'm not depressed. When will this episode ever end? I think I'm setting a world record for lonest depressive phase - - it's been almost 10 months now (it will be on 6/4)! Something has got to give. This is getting absolutely ridiculous . . .