Miguel'smom

I can empathise with struggling with knowing if you're 'sick' or 'fine' or whatever, and being confused with feeling one thing but having people you trust saying another. I honestly don't know how you will pull off this huge move you have coming up - most 'normal' people would struggle with that too! I understand about 'presenting well' too - even when I tell Ts/pdocs that I minimise minimise minimise, they still buy the BS. In fact my (now ex-) CMHT think I'm faking the whole thing, while people on PC and my family say I'm delusional! IDK?!

I think that you NEED to talk to T and pdoc as your appts are still over a week away. I know that you are trying, but ring and ring and ring until they call you back. I'm wondering if they're even getting your messages from reception because you said that you rarely ever call and so they should know that something is wrong for you to ring. You need help asap to help keep you out of the hospital and ruining the move you have coming up, and I really hope that you get it and that things improve for you soon

*Willow*