My position was "eliminated" at my last job where I was bullied by the boss and went into severe depression, resulting in some time off, followed by administrative time off, beforehand. By the grace of God, a temp agency called with a wonderful 3-month temp assignment, where I'd interviewed twice and started the week after I was laid off.

An opportunity to work in this company's sales department didn't come through, but this position has opened as the women who'd held it isn't coming back for health reasons. I've applied and, while I know this manager has to entertain all applicants, I think this is the week where I will learn my fate - the job offer or two-week notice that my services are no longer needed?

While I desperately want/need this job, I'm so afraid they will discover that I suffer from depression. I'm so afraid of the depression I may fall into should I not get the offer. I'm afraid of the rejection, and embarrassment and plummeting self-esteem and sense of worthlessness, and that I won't handle it with grace.

On the eve of going to back to work tomorrow morning, I'm anxious. Any words of wisdom appreciated.