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May 26, 2014, 06:22 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2009
Location: Anchorage, AK USA
Posts: 34
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 Hello. My name is Tanja. I call myself mysticalmusic on here. Am I a food addict if I use food to cover up my fears?? I used to be cute and skinny. But after years of jealousy and beatings from my husband I have turned into someone that is fat and over the hill. I am only 43 and I feel like 65! Whenever I lose weight I sabotage my healthy diet. I feel fear. My husband used to beat me for being pretty. Now I feel safe being fat. it's like a bearer between me and the world. Also a survivor of child sexual abuse. Deep image issues. Please help! Anyone else like that out there?
Thank you,
mysticalmusic
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Tanja J Peterson
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