No I can't have therapy about these issues in my undeveloped country - Serbia. My country has far more basic levels of dysfunction than psychotherapy. Even if it is available in bigger cities, I cannot afford it. All I can do is to be honest to my self to the core and ask internet. And stay away from wrong sideways. My sister has a bigger issues, but I can't get through to her. For how long I'm trying to fix my issues, I don't think that I have time to make them see, cause for them everything is normal.

Oh,.. their personal development? Man, they know everything, you can give them to drive a plane. Its this way for them: the older you are, the higher on respect and knowledge level you must be, without reading anything.

Thanks Purple