whoa............................you are dealing with too much by yourself.

are there counselors at school? a trusted coach? a therapist that you could see.......no one should try to deal with what you're dealing with alone.......

i really commend you for your running and hey, a 3.4 isn't that bad......

try to find someone IRL to talk to and keep posting here. eat right and get enough rest.

i'm sorry that your life is so frenetic and wild right now. please keep posting and talking.......xoxoxo pat