I'm runing myself each time I purge and I know it. Each time I do it I vow it'll be my last, but that has never been the case. I'm not even sure why I do it anymore. Sometimes it's food (i've eaten too much) or sometimes it's just i don't like what I've eaten. I don't know anymore. I've never admitted this to anyone and I don't think anyone knows. I feel so lost these days. The stress of school is really getting to me too. I honestly don't know what to do...