I have never fit in anywhere my entire life. I'm 59. I've felt like an outcast for most of my life, totally unliked by most people I have encountered in all of my years. I've reached out and tried to "fit in" and make friends and connect with people, but have failed miserably every time. I have 3 friends, and have come to realize that I will have to be content and happy with that. It's a horrible feeling going thru life knowing that people just don't like you.