I have had the worst weekend - I've let my H speak very badly to me in front of our children. I feel absolutely useless. I have been told I am a waste of space, useless at everything and basically just put down so much I agree with everything he says. I know it's not right and this makes me feel even worse. My friends have basically given up on me because I don't do anything to change my situation. I hate life. I hate my job - I feel useless here too. My boys disrespect me, my T thinks I am okay and I need so desperately to be nurtured and just feel loved by someone - anyone! Sorry - just need to vent. Feeling so unwell atm too which doesn't help - swollen glands and earache plus headache and chills. Its half term so kids are around and I have to work - its all too much. Zero support from anyone.