I had a semi-bad weekend. I was with my sister and her boyfriend, so sometimes things were okay, sometimes I just wanted to be alone and cry in the bathroom. I feel on edge and at the moment, really really sad. I am upset that my ex has happily moved on so quickly and I am alone wondering why no one wants me.

My best friend told me that I have to learn to live my life without the family I desperately want and it's so hard for me to accept.

This is how my day is starting.