I was at my pdocs office this morning at 0730 when they opened. He said the pharmacy won't refill my Ativan without a police report which I don't have because I can't afford to rock the boat at work. But he did write me a script for valium. He was really understanding. I went straight to cvs when they opened at 0900 and got my valium. Hopefully it helps, my pdoc said it would. I just took one. I'm off work until Thursday afternoon. I plan on talking to the administrator again when I'm calm. I hope this valium kicks in soon because I feel terrible.