yes..

I have been called names and belittled because of my mental illnesses.

The mental abuse is the worst. The men I date use my own negative self blaming eager to please mind to get what they want and make me feel crazy when I am complaining about an issue.

Weaknesses are something I am good at hiding from strangers but impossible to hide from partners/close friends.

Sometimes I wish I never told my current boyfriend about my issues.