Was feeling really needy and clingy with my husband this morning. Just didn't want to be home alone again. At least I got out of the house to run some errands and to go to an AA meeting. Tomorrow I'm going on a picnic with my sister-in-law and niece, so really looking forward to that. Out of the house and around people -- yes!

In general though, the damn depression persists. I've just come to accept it's part of my life now and go to bed assuming it will be with me the next day. I want so badly to not be depressed, it's palpable.