My mind keeps telling me to set a goal weight and go down to 110 pounds. I would love that! But would I stop there? I don't know. I've had so many calories the past two days from indulging in my favorite candy, I feel kind of guilty. I know that I shouldn't have done that. It's sooooooooo high in calories, like 1200 per bag!

I've dined on two bags plus started the third thus far. So much for regular meals, just eat the candy instead. I've had more than just that. I had a medium sized shake from McD's yesterday. I looked in their pamphlet and it said that a small size shake is 567 calories--wonder what a medium size is?!?!?! Plus there was other stuff, but that's probably the bulk in calories of the individual items. Still having thoughts about being bulimic again, but still nothing yet. Soon enough, I bet. Just to try it again, to see if I can still do it. I imagine it would only progress. Don't know, we'll see what happens.