It's true that family and loved ones are reasons to live. But yourself is another reason. It's not just about them. It's about you. Don't give up. If you give up you end all possibilities. If you give up now, then you end all possibilities of enjoying life when you finally stabilize and feel better. Whenever I feel the same as you, I remind myself of that fact. Someday things will be better, and that once they are, you'll be glad that you didn't decide to end it. I know it's tough, I know that it's painful. But trust me when I say that you'll come out of it and be thankful of the life you have kept. I know it may seem like you wont stabilize, but if you keep going, if you keep trying, if you don't give up then something will stick and you'll find your way.

Sending you lots of positive thoughts and hugs