All I know is that I'm an outcast amongst outcasts even on here. I mean, I'm glad that other people feel like they belong on here and I wish I did too.

But some of us have done something so heinous either in this life or a former one that we carry a scarlet letter of sorts upon us from birth until death. Now, if only life weren't so long and boring with no way of connecting to others.

Talking doesn't NOT equal "connection". And people can pretend to be nice and caring all they want but that isn't a bond.

And I wish people would stop telling me that someone will love me someday… It doesn't even matter if that's true because I CANNOT BOND WITH THEM. Period.