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Originally Posted by newgal2
I understand the envy and jealousy. I'm extremely envious of anyone who's not depressed, which, apart from this forum, seems to be just about everyone I encounter.
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I'm even jealous when people from this forum start to improve, I think "Why them, why not me?" That is such horrible thing to say because I wouldn't wish this on anyone and I wouldn't want to deny anyone of their recovery. Right now I've had as much of this as I can take and I've no option other than to endure. This is torture and I'm praying for the end.