Was feeling horrid. Today was the first time I've cried (and I mean REALLY cried-not just a couple of tears) in years. I screwed up on my lease (I filled out everything too early and apparently the school was supposed to be a part of it, but I handled everything on my own) and now I have to deal with the unexpected. I should have remembered why I stopped looking forward to things and daydreaming about them. I always get so caught up in those petty little dreams that I never see what really happening with reality. So...yeah, I'm a little broken.