Update: I have a therapist now I saw for the first time today. He wants me to start going to the eating disorder clinic they have. It would be an outpatient basis with a nutritionist, medication management, group therapy, and individual therapy. I'm a little nervous about it because I can go easily while I'm not working but when I start working again I'm afraid I won't be able to get off work and it'll be for nothing. I would need off an entire Tuesday afternoon for it. I just feel so odd going because at my worst no one would see me a few years ago. Now I don't feel like it is that bad and they want me to go to an eating disorder clinic. It is beyond me.