Hello Symboline and welcome to PC! I am so sorry for your tragic loss. I can relate very well, unfortunately. Last August I lost my best friend who I also called my soul sister, we were best friends for fifteen years.
It is not pretty and I can tell you it won't suddenly feel better, but it will get easier to deal with. You will always miss her, but you will learn to deal with the pain and remember the love you two shared.
Feel free to message me if you ever need anything.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
