Thanks Echoes...I'm feeling better today. I'll see him in a bit and I'm not going to rehash it.

After a year he knows me by now and most likely knows more than I do about myself. I was thinking too maybe my thoughts came out the way they were intended to.

I was feeling bad about some things I had done recently and the way it came out is the way I was feeling so maybe thats the important issue to remember.

I tried to tell him how much he has helped me even though it doesn't seem like it. I want to tell him that I have learned a lot about myself and have gotten answers/solutions to long ago started struggles. That is because of him and no one else.

I feel that he is the only one who truly cares and wants to listen to me. My husband is starting to listen which is great. But there is no one else in my family I can turn to. They are all a bit nuts and toxic for me...(long story).

I don't know what I'll do when therapy ends. It's painful to think about someday 'never seeing him again'...yes I'm a drama queen