I hope you get to feeling better soon. Those things can for sure trigger restricting behaviors. I'm sorry things are difficult for you right now and I hope that they get easier soon. It is good you're still going out with friends though even if you do have to take most of the food home it is still something. Any food counts even the small stuff. I graze a lot and don't really eat big meals. It is just easier I believe. Then you don't get the full feeling. If you need anything feel free to message me