And I feel like such an idiot! How dare I come on-line in such a condition.

To all that are struggling to stay clean and sober, please forgive me. I, obviously, was not thinking of your wellfare, nor how it may have affected you.

There is no excuse for my behaviour and I apologize from the bottom of my heart.


Please do not feel sorry for me, because, even though I may have failed yesterday, I know that I am not a failure.

Today is a new day for me to start over (and unfortunately, with an incredible hang over!)

One would think I would learn from my past mistakes, especially the "painful" ones, but do I? Noooo!

With much humility,
Altered State